3:32:03
And I got everything
I thought that I ever wanted.
3:32:11
And it stiII wasn't enough.
3:32:18
And then the Iadies came.
3:32:23
You know, the kind
attracted to success.
3:32:32
And it didn't matter to them...
3:32:36
that I stuttered,
and I couId bareIy speak.
3:32:41
The more remote that I became,
the more they Iiked it.
3:32:47
They took it
as a sign of strength.
3:32:51
So I started pIaying games--
3:32:54
just to keep it interesting.
3:32:58
And the games
became a way of Iife.
3:33:02
A maze.
3:33:05
I reaIize now that...
3:33:08
I couIdn't get out of it
even if I wanted to.
3:33:12
If you want me...
3:33:15
come over here and hoId me.
3:33:19
I can go to...
3:33:24
any fancy restaurant I want.
3:33:29
And I can sit at my own tabIe.
3:33:35
But I can't swaIIow
my goddamn food.
3:33:41
Just reach out and touch me.