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To explain.
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I mean, it's my turn to try to explain,
because i don't know what to say.
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And when i do, which may be never,
i don't think it will come out right.
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If you follow me, which you probably
don't, because i don't follow me.
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See, i didn't know
how much i missed us.
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I mean, it's been great
being here with nana.
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See, i know how lucky i am.
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I have people who love me,
and people who i love.
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And i just wanted it to be us again.
1:18:41
Hallie wanted it, too.
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She asked santa for it. I told her not to
because i didn't want her to be let down.
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She's just a kid.
I don't mean that as an insult, hal.
1:18:53
- I'm not insulted.
- But you are just a kid.
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So i tried to help things along.
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The mice, the phone calls,
the ice-cream trucks...
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and i didn't do it just for hallie.
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I did it for me, too.
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Now, maybe that's selfish,
but i had to at least try.
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Which i learned from you, dad.
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You can dream about things,
and they may not turn out.
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But you have to at least try.
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And when you said...
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...that if you could just
get mom on a desert island...
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did you say that?