1:39:04
Only this time, let's say
what's really on our minds.
1:39:09
We never seem to
get around to doing that.
1:39:13
We last stood here when
Charley burned the house down.
1:39:21
I never understood why Dad
and Charley fought all the time.
1:39:28
Even if I knew whose fault it was...
1:39:32
I don't think I'll ever understand
why Charley burned down the house.
1:39:41
Because I hated him.
1:39:48
I thought the toasts
were supposed to be funny.
1:39:54
And because I was afraid I could never
be good enough to make him happy.
1:40:12
Before that was when I dropped out
of school and came home...
1:40:17
because Charley's right.
1:40:20
This family is a drug,
and we're all junkies.
1:40:25
And I thought I was ready
to be on my own and I wasn't.
1:40:30
And I keep thinking that
if I had stayed in school...
1:40:33
none of this
would have happened...
1:40:35
and Ask would still be alive.
1:40:38
It's too late.
1:40:43
I mean, all of you guys
were keeping secrets...
1:40:49
just to protect yourselves
and not anybody else.
1:40:56
No, Cassie.
1:40:59
It was me.