1:35:05
I want to show you something.
1:35:21
That guy I didn't want to talk about,
1:35:24
he did this with a belt buckle.
1:35:35
It's gone.
1:35:39
It'll never go.
1:35:41
It's gone. I made it go.
1:35:44
No, Johnny, you can't make it
go away. Nobody can.
1:35:51
He's the reason I can't have...
1:35:55
kids.
1:36:03
He knocked me around
1:36:10
when I was pregnant and...
1:36:15
I lost the baby.
1:36:19
There were complications.
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He's gone now.
1:36:31
I would never hit you. Never.
1:36:37
You don't have to be afraid any more.
1:36:39
I am. I'm afraid.
1:36:43
I'm afraid to be alone,
I'm afraid not to be alone.
1:36:47
I'm afraid of what I am,
what I'm not,
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what I might become,
what I might never become.
1:36:57
I don't wanna stay at my job
for the rest of my life but I...