1:20:06
- Im not happy with it.
- Why?
1:20:08
Because a perfect impromptu
should seem spontaneous and free.
1:20:13
No-one should be able to guess
at the desperate calculation behind it.
1:20:18
Ive been struggling with this for so long.
1:20:21
Its like being tangled in a net. I feel...
1:20:24
I have terrible dreams at night.
1:20:27
I think if I ever finish it,
then it will have finished me.
1:20:37
You must suffer tortures
1:20:40
to find the perfect word
that will make it all seem effortless.
1:20:45
Me? Suffer for art? You must be joking.
1:20:50
I suffer quite enough for life.
1:20:53
I have no hope to be perfect.
I simply pump out pages for money.
1:20:58
No, your books are admirable.
Ive been reading them.
1:21:02
Have you?
1:21:05
"(George)" Ah.
1:21:11
Is this your family?
1:21:14
No, thats my fiancée.
1:21:17
Well, we are no longer engaged.
1:21:20
Her family didnt feel
that I was a very good risk for a husband.
1:21:24
No-one expects me to live very long.
1:21:27
- Balls!
- I beg your pardon?
1:21:31
Look, I dont believe youre ill at all.
1:21:36
You just need more strength.
1:21:39
Take mine.
1:21:42
Really.
1:21:44
I have too much of it.