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God, going home is, well,
it'sjust never really that easy for me.
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People talk about
how stardom changes you,
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but they never talk about how
it can change the people close to you.
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- Hi, Marty.
- Who is that?
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How's it goin'?
:38:19
This is my brother, Martin. Hi, Marty.
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This is Donna.
Don't pay any attention to her!
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- Niki, aren't you gonna say hi to Marty?
- Hi, Martin.
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I feel that there is a pressure
because of my sister.
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People are lookin' at me goin'
"How come you're not the manager?"
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"How come you're not this,
the other, that and blah, blah, blah."
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"You should be this, she's that." There
is something they measure against you.
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Sometimes I cop an attitude
about it, but I deal with it.
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Well, she's available.
:38:56
- Talk to her. She's taking a nap right now.
- Oh, is she?
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I'm gonna be back here probably,
I don't know, seven.
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All right. Well, I can't see anybody
till after the show, so Clay'll hook you up.
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Sounds good. I'll see you, honey.
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Yeah, we're tight, you know.
We talk and stuff. She gives me advice.
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I give her a few tips
and she gives me a few tips.
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We really have a give-and-take
relationship, you know.
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We can get past that star bullshit.
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She knows what time it is with me,
I know what time it is with her.
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Dear Lord, it seems every time I'm in this
circle I ask for something extra special.
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Well, I'm here again,
and they say "Ask and ye shall receive"
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so I'm begging you to give me a voice to
sing with this evening and the girls, too.
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This is my hometown
so I'm extra nervous.
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And even though it's not supposed
to matter, it does matter what they think,
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and so I ask you to give me
that little extra something special