1:22:00
# The beating of my heart
1:22:05
# Will it grow cold
1:22:08
# The secret that I hide
1:22:12
# Will I grow old
1:22:14
# How will they hear
1:22:16
# When will they learn
1:22:18
# How will they know...
1:22:24
The controversy stayed
with me all through ltaly
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and eventually I had to cancel two shows.
1:22:33
- I got my period early this month.
- Look, this is my gym.
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- Wanna use it?
- Mm-hm.
1:22:41
(Oliver) Sandra... Barn, Garn...
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Sandra... I forgot her last name.
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Sometimes I can't pronounce it.
You know who I'm talkin' about.
1:22:52
- (Alek) Try pronouncing it.
- Barnhore!
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Whatever her name is, you know.
1:22:59
That's one ofher best friends.
She says it is.
1:23:02
I had those dreams when my mother died
for like a five-year period after that.
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All I dreamed about was
that people were strangling me
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and I was constantly screaming for
my father and no sound would come out.
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- What happened when you woke up?
- I'd just be sweating and afraid
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and I'd have to go sleep with my father.
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- Was that before he got remarried?
- Mm-hm.
1:23:24
How was that when you slept with him?
1:23:27
Fine, he went to sleep after
he fucked me. No! Just kidding!
1:23:30
- (phone rings)
- Was he sweet to you?
1:23:32
Yes, of course.
1:23:33
Boinguard, Barnyard, somethin'.
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Anyway, you know, she's scary.
1:23:41
So, I had a little fling
with another art-world person.
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Oh, should I guess?
1:23:47
An art dealer?
1:23:49
A gallery owner.
1:23:51
She's sexy. There's something about her.
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If she was having sex with someone
she looks like she would get a rope
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- and strap you to the bed and shit.
- Ooh, baby. Ow! Ssss.