:42:01
I must have been blind
not to see...
:42:04
I just thought he was angry...
:42:07
I cried
because of his hardness
:42:11
I took the pills
and I was going to leave...
:42:16
but I returned...
:42:19
I could not leave
like that...
:42:24
Once on the bed,
:42:26
I rubbed myself against him,
:42:29
I cuddled him...
:42:33
but he did not react
:42:36
And then
I realized...
:42:39
that my hands and dress
were covered with blood
:42:44
Why wait until
this morning?
:42:49
I really do not know
:42:51
What did you do?
:42:54
I went back to the house...
:42:57
I could not reconcile
myself with his death
:43:00
And I don't give a damn
about dying
:43:04
I swallowed a stomachful of pills...
:43:07
but I brought them
up again at once...
:43:12
The morning,
I called the police