:38:00
I still won't.
:38:16
Did you hear what I said?
:38:43
For months I kept expecting Ma
to beg me to play chess again...
:38:47
but she never mentioned it,
as if I had never played at all.
:39:02
Guess what? I've decided
to play chess again.
:39:08
You think it is so easy.
:39:12
One day quit,
next day play.
:39:17
Everything for you
is this way.
:39:20
So smart, so easy, so fast.
:39:33
Not so easy anymore.
:39:43
What she said,
it was like a curse.
:39:49
This power I had,
this belief in myself...
:39:55
I could actually
feel it draining away.