:23:02
I have an urge to vomit...
:23:05
to puke my badness
on the table... to show them.
:23:09
I'm no good.
Why would you pick me?
:23:12
They granted you tenure.
:23:13
Oh, no. They announced it.
:23:16
But they haven't signed.
:23:18
You see? At any moment.
:23:21
They might not sign.
:23:23
The house might not go through.
:23:28
They'll find out my dark secret.
:23:31
What is it?
:23:34
There isn't one.
:23:37
But they'll find
an index of my badness.
:23:40
- Index?
- A pointer.
:23:43
A pointer. You see?
:23:45
You see?
:23:47
I understand you.
I know that feeling.
:23:51
Am I entitled to my job
and my nice house...
:23:54
and my wife, my family?
This is what I am saying.
:23:57
That theory
of education which...
:23:59
- I... I...
- What?
:24:02
I want to know about my grade.
:24:10
Of course you do.
:24:11
- Is that bad?
- No.
:24:14
- Is it bad that I asked you?
- No.
:24:20
And I apologize.
:24:22
Of course you want to know
about your grade.
:24:25
Of course you can't
concentrate on any...
:24:30
Wait a moment.
:24:32
- I should go.
- I'll make you a deal.
:24:34
You have to take the call.
:24:36
Let it ring.
I'll make you a deal.
:24:37
You stay here.
:24:39
I'm going to say... Stay here.
:24:40
I'm going to say
it was not you...
:24:43
it was I who was
not paying attention.
:24:46
We'll start
the whole course over.
:24:54
Your grade is an "A."
:24:56
Your final grade is an "A."
:24:59
But the class is only half over.