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she decided to become a nun.
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So, within three weeks
of my father's death...
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she was in a convent
somewhere in Mexico.
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And there I was.
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I didn't know where to go.
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I didn't know what to do.
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So, one day, I was...
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Looking at this magazine...
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And there was a centerfold.
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And I knew she wouldn't
go for me the way that I was...
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you know, so l...
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I'd been reading a book...
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this book...and...
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I decided to become Don Juan.
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So...l called up the magazine.
They wouldn't help me.
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They wouldn't give me
any information, so...
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I was about to give up, and...
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one day, I reached this woman
who worked there.
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I think she was
a temp or something...
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but...
the woman took pity on me...
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and she gave me
the girI's number...
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so I called her up.
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I said that we were
meant to be together...
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and she called me a creep,
and then she hung up.
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I just decided
that my life was over...
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so I was going to kill myself...
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or at least I was going
to make people believe...
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that I would kill myself...
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so I could get some
attention or something.
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I never really had any
intention of killing myself.
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