:59:22
I guess the earth shattered.
:59:25
So why didn't you let Bosko
take you home?
:59:30
I didn't want to ruin their night too.
:59:32
What was it?
:59:36
You don't want to know.
:59:37
I'd like to know what's behind
that grim look on your face.
:59:40
I don't do that. You know it. Let's go.
:59:43
You never told me I'd be excluded.
:59:48
I told you when we hooked up...
:59:49
...that you'd have to share me...
:59:52
...with all the bad people
and all the ugly events on this planet.
:59:55
And I bought into that sharing...
:59:58
...because I love you.
1:00:00
I love you fat, bald, money,
no money, driving a bus.
1:00:03
I don't care.
1:00:06
But you have got to be present
like a normal guy.
1:00:09
That's sharing.
This is not sharing, this is leftovers.
1:00:12
What I should do is come home and say:
1:00:15
''Hi, honey, guess what?
I walked into this house today...
1:00:18
''...where this junkie asshole
just fried his baby in a microwave...
1:00:22
''...because he was crying too loud,
so let me share that with you.
1:00:26
''Come on, let's share that
and in sharing it...
1:00:28
''...we'll somehow cathartically dispel
all that heinous shit.''
1:00:34
Right?
1:00:37
Wrong.
1:00:38
You know why?
1:00:39
'Cause you prefer the normal routine.
1:00:42
We fuck and you don't speak.
1:00:44
'Cause I got to hold on to my angst.
1:00:46
I preserve it...
1:00:48
...because I need it.
It keeps me sharp, on the edge.
1:00:52
Where I gotta be.