:51:00
These last few days,
I've been very controlled.
:51:04
I knock things over
and throw up all the time.
:51:11
Right now I feel really good.
:51:17
You're like an antidote that mixes
with the liquor and keeps me in balance.
:51:22
But that won't last forever.
:51:32
All right,
you go back to your motel.
:51:34
I'll go back to my glamorous life
of being alone.
:51:42
The only thing I have to come home to
is a bottle of mouthwash...
:51:45
to take the taste
of come out of my mouth.
:51:49
I'm tired of being alone.
That's what I'm tired of.
:52:15
Don't you like me, Ben?
:52:22
What you don't understand is--
No. See? No.
:52:25
What?
:52:30
You can never, never...
:52:35
ask me to stop drinking.
:52:39
Do you understand?
:52:44
I do.
:52:46
I really do.