:39:01
Finally, he committed suicide.
:39:03
I thought it was 'cause of my cooking.
He hated my clam sauce.
:39:07
I kicked around Chicago,
Philadelphia, and ended up here.
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You never thought of
getting a regular job.
:39:15
Sure I did.
:39:17
I waited on tables, I worked in a
massage parlor. I did phone sex.
:39:21
I'd turn a few tricks in
order to make dough.
:39:24
One day my friend Susie asked if
I wanted to be in a film
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"Snatch Happy."
I said, sure.
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And...
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I was very nervous because I'd never
done it in front of a camera before.
:39:36
So there I am,
on the first day on the set...
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one guy's fucking me from behind.
:39:42
And there's two huge guys in my
mouth at the same time.
:39:46
I remember thinking:
:39:48
"I like acting.
I want to study."
:39:51
Yes.
:39:54
That's one way of getting into it.
:39:58
Tell me about your family.
:39:59
You could write a book by now.
:40:02
Were there any unusual members?
:40:04
Very bright ones, or talented?
:40:07
Yes, I'm sorry, there was.
:40:09
My father's brother was supposed
to be a genius. I never met him.
:40:13
Really?
What did he do?
:40:15
Serial rapist.
:40:16
He spent his life in jail, but he might
have been very good in math.
:40:20
Good in math?
:40:21
I got my intelligence from him.
Everyone else is lowlife.
:40:26
- I'm the only one with ambition.
- Are you?
:40:29
- You ever had a drive to marry?
- They're all assholes.
:40:33
One of them beat me up.
Another used to fuck my best friend.
:40:38
It was sickening.
:40:39
Really?
Let me ask you this:
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At any point in your life
did you ever think:
:40:45
"Maybe I'd like to have a child?"
:40:52
I did have a child once.
:40:54
- Did you?
- It was a sad story.
:40:56
I'll tell you sometime, when I know
you better. If I ever know you better.