1:45:06
What's so exciting?
1:45:09
It's not too far now.
1:45:18
I've tried to figure something in my
head. Maybe you can help me out.
1:45:25
When a person is insane,
as you clearly are, do you know...
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that you're insane?
1:45:31
Maybe you're reading...
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masturbating in your own feces...
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Do you just stop and go:
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"Wow, it's amazing how fucking crazy
I really am"?
1:45:41
You know? Do you guys do that?
1:45:44
It's more comfortable
for you to label me insane.
1:45:47
It's very comfortable.
1:45:49
It's not something I would expect
you to accept.
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But I did not choose. I was chosen.
1:45:56
Whatever.
1:45:57
I don't doubt that you believe that.
1:46:00
but it seems that you're...
1:46:03
overlooking a contradiction.
1:46:05
Meaning what?
1:46:07
Glad you asked.
1:46:10
If you were chosen...
1:46:12
that is, by a higher...
1:46:15
power...
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and if your hand was forced...
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it seems strange to me
that you'd get such enjoyment.
1:46:23
You enjoyed torturing those people.
1:46:27
That doesn't seem to fit
with martyrdom, does it?
1:46:31
John?
1:46:37
I doubt I enjoyed it more than Det.
Mills would enjoy time alone with me...
1:46:42
in a room without windows.
1:46:45
Isn't that true?
1:46:47
How'd you like to...
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- hurt me with impunity?
- That hurts my feelings.
1:46:51
I would never.
1:46:53
You wouldn't only because
there's consequences.
1:46:57
It's in those eyes of yours, though.