1:41:07
It will break him in half.
He doesn't deserve that.
1:41:11
He's never hurt anyone
in his whole life.
1:41:16
He can move on.
People move.
1:41:24
His family has had this farm
for over 100 years.
1:41:30
He doesn't know how
to live anywhere else.
1:41:36
And my kids....
1:41:38
They're practically grown.
You said they hardly talk to you.
1:41:42
Yeah, they don't say much.
1:41:45
But Carolyn is only 16.
1:41:51
She's about to find out
about all of this for herself.
1:41:54
She's going to fall in love...
1:41:57
...and she'll try to
build a life with someone.
1:42:03
If I leave...
1:42:05
...what does that say to her?
1:42:14
What about us?
1:42:17
You have to know...
1:42:19
...deep down...
1:42:21
...the minute we leave here,
everything will change.
1:42:26
Yeah, it could....
It could get better.
1:42:29
No matter how much distance we put
between ourselves and this house...
1:42:36
...I carry it with me.
1:42:39
I feel it every minute
we're together.
1:42:45
And I will start to blame loving you
for how much it hurts.
1:42:50
And then, even these...
1:42:53
...even these 4...
1:42:54
...beautiful days will seem just like
something sordid and a mistake.