:02:02
And-
:02:04
It's hard when you have
two policemen come in and say,
:02:07
"Your daughter's dead."
:02:09
I op- I opened the door
and I saw 'em standing there,
:02:12
and I said,
"Mandy's dead, isn't she?"
:02:15
A mom knows.
:02:32
All right!
:02:35
Freddy, he's comin' over here.
You better slide in... a lot.
:02:38
- He needs half a booth.
- Sunny. How ya doin', Sunny?
Everything good?
:02:43
How 'bout that?
How'd you like to spank it?
:02:45
- Nice!
- Oh, yeah! But softly.
:02:48
- Sunny, you had to spank that, right?
- Nice.
:02:51
My wife,
you know Joan.
:02:53
We got a step-down living room.
It's like two steps down.
:02:57
So the bitch don't wanna walk.
She wants me to raise it.
:02:59
She don't wanna walk down
two steps.
:03:02
I still have to get over that.
It's something that...
:03:04
- you have to work with on a daily basis.
- it's not gonna come back.
:03:08
It's just something of- It's yours.
It's like your body lost...
:03:12
something inside,
something of yourself.
:03:15
I miss me.
:03:18
I miss... me.
:03:21
It's over five years now,
and...
:03:24
I look in the mirror,
"Where's Bobby?"
:03:28
I don't know.
:03:30
My family drives me
up the fuckin' wall.
:03:33
I mean, they, I guess they still,
they still think I'm me, Bobby.
:03:38
But... they joke about it.
:03:42
They call me...
sibling number three, all right?
:03:47
And... it's like a nickname
for Bobby depressed.
:03:52
It was my older brother Danny
that we lost.
:03:54
And...
:03:59
he was sibling number one.