:43:01
Yeah, I was gonna call, but
it got so late, I didn't think
you guys would be up.
:43:06
Of course we're up!
:43:08
You just got home.
We want to see you.
:43:12
I'm sorry.
It's just, uh-
:43:15
- I got the job.
- Ah, good.
:43:18
And Peter and his brother threw me
a coming-home party.
:43:22
The day
just kinda happened.
:43:24
- When do you start on the boat?
- Actually in a few hours.
:43:28
Why do you stay out so late
before you start a job?
:43:31
Your friends don't care
if you get any rest.
:43:35
Something hit me tonight.
:43:40
It was a strange night.
:43:46
You know, uh,
:43:52
I've done a horrible thing.
:43:55
And, uh,
:43:58
I'm always
gonna feel the guiIt...
:44:01
and remorse.
:44:04
But...
:44:08
when you hear about
a thing like that,
:44:12
about someone who has
to carry a thing like that,
:44:19
when you're in it,
it's just, it's-
:44:27
It's very different...
:44:30
from what you might think.
:44:35
I'm not an unhappy person.
:44:39
I'm just-
I'm just-
:44:44
I'm someone who has caused
a lot of... unhappiness.
:44:49
And a person
who's caused death.