:33:00
some of the trauma and anguish you've
been suffering from for a long time.
:33:06
I do got trauma, huh ?
:33:08
Let's not kid ourselves, Vanessa.
:33:12
I've been so anguished...
:33:15
I can't even remember bein' happy.
:33:17
Vanessa, you have to
look this pain in the eye.
:33:21
Otherwise it could rule over
every aspect of your life.
:33:25
Now, I think I can help you
:33:27
but you're going
to have to trust me.
:33:31
You're going to
have to let me in.
:33:38
My God, you're cold.
:33:40
Just thinkin' about
my fucked-up life is all.
:33:51
Let's go.
:33:55
I'm sorry.
:33:57
Here I am, blubberin' like a big old
baby, and you're just tryin' to help me.
:34:02
Vanessa, Vanessa,
just take your time.
:34:05
Take your time.
:34:15
I was 11 when Larry first held me.
:34:21
Where was your mother ?
:34:23
Some stupid halfway house.
:34:28
How did the abuse begin ?
:34:31
With my mama gone, I had all these
extra chores that I had to do,
:34:35
like the laundry and the groceries
and things like that.
:34:38
So you became
the woman of the house.
:34:40
Yeah.
:34:42
Yeah, and I was
so proud of myself.
:34:48
And then this one night,
we were just watchin' TV after dinner
:34:51
like we always do,
:34:54
and that's when Larry told me...
:34:56
that one of Mama's chores had always
been to massage his you-know-what.