:18:05
Daddy, l didn't wanna talk
about this in front of Scott...
:18:09
because he gets upset,
but l just wanna know.
:18:14
Don't you believe in God any more?
:18:18
Not enough to be a pastor.
:18:22
Look, l know this is hard on you kids.
:18:26
After Jenny's death, this is probably
the last thing you need, but...
:18:30
my congregation needs
spiritual leadership.
:18:34
Well, my faith is gone.
:18:37
To answer your question, yes,
l do believe in Jesus.
:18:42
Yes, l do believe in God.
:18:46
But do l love Them? No.
:18:51
Well, it's just that all our lives
you've been a pastor.
:18:56
And then one day, you're just gonna
wake up and say, ""Fuck Him""?
:19:02
l didn't say, ""Fuck Him.""
:19:06
Every person who chooses...
:19:10
the service of God
as his life's work...
:19:12
has something in common.
:19:14
l don't care if you're
a preacher, a priest...
:19:17
a nun, a rabbi or a Buddhist monk.
:19:20
Many, many times during your life,
you'll look at your reflection...
:19:24
in the mirror and ask yourself...
:19:28
""Am l a fool?""
:19:31
l'm not going through a lapse.
:19:34
What l've experienced is closer
to awakening.
:19:38
Daddy?
:19:41
What do you think Mom would say?
:19:43
Mama's got nothing to say.
She's dead.
:19:50
This bloody crime spree started
just a week ago today.
:19:54
The oldest of the two brothers,
Seth Gecko...
:19:56
was serving time in Rollings, Kansas
State Penitentiary...