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Stick with what you're good at.
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Nothing if I listen to you!
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He's old enough to be your father!
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And then there's this voice in my head,
"Do this. Don't do that."
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It never ever stops.
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You know, some days...
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Well, a lot of days actually --
like even today...
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I uh, think I'm about one step away
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from becoming a raving shit throwing
lunatic just like my mother
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and my grandmother... You know?.
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'Cause it's in my blood.
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It's in my brain.
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I...I don't...
I don't want to end up a zombie.
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I don't...I don't want to end up
lead around by some nurse
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Iike some kind of
a wind-up doll on wheels.
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See, every morning I wake up
and I worry about whether
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I'm gonna end up in some hospital,
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strapped to my bed and crapping
in my clothes -- screaming gibberish.
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Am I gonna end up like my mother,
Dr. Kris?.
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The science of the mind has progressed
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a great deal in the last twenty years,
Marilyn.
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We are not as quick to hospitalize
as we once were.
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there are new therapies,
new medications.
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Tell me something, Dr. Kris.
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What would you think if I became a Jew?.