:51:02
but you wouldn't do it.
:51:04
Oh, my God.
:51:06
- I forgot about Cliff Young.
- You didn't want to hurt his feelings.
:51:09
- Well, he loved his solos.
- Yeah, but you were better than he was.
:51:13
- No.
- You were.
:51:15
I'll, I'll give
Cliff Young his trills,
:51:17
but you had it all over him
in the upper register.
:51:20
How do you remember
all this?
:51:22
I have a really good memory.
:51:25
Well,
:51:27
I guess I was always screwed up.
:51:32
No, you were just worried
about other people's feelings.
:51:35
Yeah, but the thing is,
you spend your life worrying
about how other people feel,
:51:39
you sort of lose track,
you know, of how you feel.
:51:44
Does this have anything
to do with you going away?
:51:48
Sort of.
:51:51
My plan...
:51:53
is to save up, buy a car,
:51:57
pack all the things
I really care about...
:52:00
and just drive off on my own
for, like, a year.
:52:03
Because I never really
been on my own. You know?
:52:17
Y- You've got a thing.
:52:19
On my mouth?
:52:40
Listen, um,
:52:44
there's this thing tonight
at St. John the Divine.
:52:47
I got the tickets for me
and, you know, Jed.
:52:52
- It's this guy Gorczcki.
- Hockey?
:52:55
A composer.
:52:57
I know.