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I saw your lady only once.
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I wish I'd spoken up then,
but I did not.
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which is why I cannot
remain silent now.
:46:17
Ever since the death
of my brother,
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all I have been searching for are
answers to questions like,
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"what am I?" , "why am I here?"
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"What am I living for?"
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When, suddenly,
it all became clear to me.
:46:30
I'd been living on spiritual truths
that I'd drunk in with my mother's milk,
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but I'd never
acknowledged them.
:46:37
I know what is right and wrong.
I wasn't taught this..
:46:40
It was given to me, as it is to everyone.
I discovered nothing.
:46:44
I merely opened my eyes
to what I knew.
:46:49
For me it is too late.
:46:52
As a man, I am finished. As a weapon,
I may be of some use.
:46:59
Don't think ill of me.
:47:02
I have lost too much.
:47:06
All I ask is to be able
to remember Anna as she once was...
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when I first met her.
:47:14
I try to bring back
those moments, but I cannot.
:47:19
I cannot
see her face.
:47:23
I can only see her
laid out
:47:25
in the railway shed
where they took her.
:47:29
She was...