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I think thatJoseph's discovery
that his relationship with you...
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is not what he thought it was
has had a profound effect on him.
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It's like... he has this inner life
that I...
:55:13
What?
:55:16
Nothing.
:55:18
I just had a bizarre thought.
:55:25
Anyway...
:55:27
last night, we just...
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sat in bed and talked...
:55:33
sort of.
:55:36
Tell me.
:55:37
I can't. I can't.
:55:44
Okay.
:55:49
He sat me down
in front of a mirror...
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and he asked me
to masturbate for him.
:55:55
He wanted me to show him
step-by-step...
:55:57
how I like to be touched.
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He wanted to know
how to please me.
:56:05
How did that feel?
:56:07
I wouldn't do it at first.
I was too embarrassed.
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Then he did it.
:56:15
I learned so much about him
by watching him...
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how he touched himself.
:56:27
Then I did it.
:56:32
Do you feel you got closer
to an orgasm?
:56:35
Oh, God, no!
I was far too self-conscious.
:56:38
But this is good.
:56:44
Before we end, though, Maria,
I would like to encourage you...
:56:46
to return to therapy
with a greater commitment.
:56:48
I don't know.
:56:52
I worry too much
when I see you.
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- I try to control my thoughts.
- We are what we think, Maria.
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Life is learning to come to terms
with our thoughts.