:25:02
Now it's yourturn
to explore me.
:25:05
Yeah, but you accept
all my perversions.
:25:08
Being tied up, watching you
with other women.
:25:10
Feeling your spike heels
in my mouth.
:25:13
Non one can say I didn't know...
:25:15
what I was letting myself in for.
:25:19
The first two years
were amazing.
:25:21
They moved to a West
Side apartment.
:25:24
He wrote.
She saw patients.
:25:26
But her best insights
were into his work.
:25:29
What one comes away with
is your total isolation.
:25:33
Your fear of people,
your panic over closeness.
:25:36
And that's why your real life
is so chaotic...
:25:39
and your writing
is so much more...
:25:41
controlled and stable.
You're unable to..
:25:44
It all went quite well...
:25:45
until Helen became pregnant
and gave birth.
:25:48
From then on, as if she'd
had a divine revelation...
:25:52
She became what Epstein
referred to angrily...
:25:56
as "Jewish with a vengeance."
:25:58
I rue the day
I listened to you...
:26:00
and I didn't have him
circumcised.
:26:02
Are you nuts?
:26:04
We can still do it.
:26:06
No!
:26:06
He's too old.
:26:08
-Sure. Now he's too old.
-What is wrong with you?
:26:11
You're like a born-again Christian
except you're a Jew.
:26:14
I see my father's face in Hillel.
:26:18
Hilliard. His name is Hilliard.
:26:20
We didn't name him Hillel.
Not after some rabbi.
:26:24
Hilliard Epstein.
:26:26
I'm sick of smug cynicism.
There's value in tradition.
:26:29
I thought it meant nothing,
but nowthat I'm a mother, it does.
:26:32
I see not only meaning
in Judaism, but true beauty.
:26:36
You're a scientist!
:26:38
Einstein was a scientist!
:26:39
And he was a Jew!
And he was religious!
:26:42
"Helen had taken on
the obligation of daily prayers.
:26:46
Jews, of course, fearing
a wrathful and vengeful God...
:26:50
give praise and thanks
for everything."
:26:52
Baruch atah adonai elohenu melech
ha-olam...
:26:56
borei pree hagofen.