1:20:02
I know because I feel it.
1:20:05
- Because that's a really
serious thing you're saying.
- I know.
1:20:10
You could be in California
next week...
1:20:12
and you might find out
something about me you don't like.
1:20:15
Maybe you wish
you hadn't said that,
1:20:17
but you know it's such a serious thing
you can't take it back.
1:20:20
Now I'm stuck in California with someone
that doesn't really want to be with me,
1:20:23
- just wish they had a take-back.
- A what? What's a take-back?
1:20:27
I don't want a take-back. I just want
you to come to California with me.
1:20:33
Well, I can't go to
California with you, so--
1:20:38
Why not?
1:20:39
Well, one, because
I got a job here.
1:20:43
And, two,
because I live here.
1:20:47
Look, um, if you don't love me,
you should just tell me.
1:20:51
I'm not sayin'
I don't love you.
1:20:53
Then why? Why won't you come?
What are you so scared of?
1:20:58
What am I so scared of?
1:21:01
Well, what aren't
you scared of?
1:21:04
You live in this safe little world
where no one challenges you--
1:21:07
Don't tell me about my world.
Don't tell me about my world.
1:21:10
You just want to have
your little fling with the guy
from the other side of town.
1:21:13
Then you're gonna go off to Stanford.
You're gonna marry some rich prick...
1:21:16
who your parents
will approve of...
1:21:18
and just sit around with
the other trust fund babies...
1:21:20
and talk about how you
went slummin', too, once.
1:21:22
Why are you saying this?
What is your obsession with this money?
1:21:27
My father died when I was 13,
and I inherited this money.
1:21:31
You don't think every day I wake up,
and I wish I could give it back.
1:21:36
That I would give it back
in a second if it meant I could
have one more day with him.
1:21:40
But I can't, and that's
my life, and I deal with it.
1:21:43
So don't put your shit on me
when you're the one that's afraid.
1:21:47
I'm afraid? What am I afraid of?
What the fuck am I afraid of?
1:21:49
You're afraid of me. You're afraid
that I won't love you back.
1:21:51
You know what?
I'm afraid too.
1:21:54
But fuck it, I want to give it a shot.
At least I'm honest with you.
1:21:57
- I'm not honest with you?
- No, what about your 12 brothers?