1:39:01
We go out and have a few drinks
and few laughs, and it's great.
1:39:05
You know what the
best part of my day is?
1:39:08
It's for about ten seconds:
from when I pull up to the curb
and when I get to your door.
1:39:12
'Cause I think maybe I'll
get up there and I'll knock on
the door and you won't be there.
1:39:17
No "good-bye," no "see ya later."
No nothing. You just left.
1:39:20
I don't know much,
but I know that.
1:39:31
[ Mutters ]
1:39:36
This is a disaster, Sean.
1:39:38
I brought you in here because
I wanted you to help me with the boy,
1:39:41
- not to run him out.
- I know what I'm doing with the boy.
1:39:43
I don't care if you have
a rapport with the boy!
1:39:45
I don't care if you have a few laughs,
even at my expense.
1:39:47
- But don't you dare undermine
what I'm trying to do here.
- Undermine?
1:39:50
This boy is at
a fragile point right now.
1:39:52
I do understand. He is at
a fragile point. He's got problems.
1:39:55
What problems does he have? That he's
better off as a janitor, in jail?
1:39:59
Better hanging out with
a bunch of retarded gorillas?
1:40:02
Why do you think he does that?
You have any fuckin' clue why?
1:40:05
He can handle the problems.
He can handle the work.
He obviously handled you.
1:40:09
Listen to me.
Why is he hiding?
1:40:11
Why doesn't
he trust anybody?
1:40:13
Because the first thing
that happened to him,
1:40:15
he was abandoned by the people
who were supposed to love him the most.
1:40:17
Don't give me
that Freudian crap.
1:40:19
Why does he hang out with those
retarded gorillas, as you call them?
1:40:22
Because any one of them, if he asked
them to, would take a bat to your head.
1:40:25
- That's called loyalty.
- Yeah, that's very touching.
1:40:28
Who's he handling?
He pushes people away before
they have a chance to leave him.
1:40:31
It's a defense mechanism,
all right?
1:40:34
For 20 years, he's been
alone because of that.
1:40:36
If you push him right now, it's gonna
be the same thing all over again.
1:40:39
I'm not gonna
let that happen to him.
1:40:41
- Don't you do that.
- What?
1:40:43
Don't infect him with the idea
that it's okay to quit, that
it's okay to be a failure.
1:40:46
Because it's not okay, Sean!
1:40:48
And if you're angry at me
for being successful, for
being what you could have been--
1:40:52
- I'm not angry at you.
- Oh, yes, you're angry at me.
1:40:55
You resent me, but I'm not gonna
apologize for any success I've had.
1:40:59
You're angry at me for doing
what you could have done!