1:41:02
But ask yourself, Sean--
Ask yourself...
1:41:04
if you want Will to feel that way--
if you want him to feel like a failure?
1:41:07
You arrogant shit!
1:41:09
That's why I don't come to the
goddamn reunions, 'cause I can't
stand that look in your eye.
1:41:13
- That condescending, embarrassed look.
- Oh, come on, Sean.
1:41:16
You think I'm a failure.
I know who I am.
1:41:18
I'm proud of what I do. It was
a conscious choice. I didn't fuck up!
1:41:23
And you and your cronies think
I'm some sort of pity case.
1:41:25
You and your kiss-ass chorus following
you around going, "The Field's medal!"
1:41:29
Why are you still so
fuckin' afraid of failure?
1:41:32
It's about my medal, isn't it?
Oh, God, I could go home and get
it for you. You can have it.
1:41:36
Shove the medal up
your fuckin' ass, all right?
1:41:39
'Cause I don't give
a shit about your medal,
1:41:41
because I knew you before
you were a mathematical god,
1:41:43
when you were pimple-faced
and homesick and didn't know
what side of the bed to piss on.
1:41:47
Yeah, you were smarter than me then
and you're smarter than me now.
1:41:49
So don't blame me for
how your life turned out.
1:41:51
I don't blame you!
It's not about you!
1:41:53
You mathematical dick!
It's about the boy!
1:41:56
He's a good kid! And I won't
see you fuck him up like you're
tryin' to fuck up me right now.
1:42:01
I won't see you make him
feel like a failure too!
1:42:03
-He won't be a failure!
-But if you push him! If you ride him!
1:42:06
I am what I am today
because I was pushed and because
I learned to push myself.
1:42:12
He's not you!
You get that!
1:42:16
I can come back.
1:42:18
No, come in.
Uh, I was just leaving.
1:42:32
A lot of that stuff goes back
a long way between me and him.
1:42:35
You know. Not about you.
1:42:40
- [ Paper Rustles ]
- What is that?
1:42:44
This is your file. I have to send it
back to the judge for evaluation.
1:42:48
Oh. Hey, you're not
gonna fail me, are you?
1:42:57
What's it say?