:58:06
The doctor said they're
gonna have to take off...
:58:08
one of my boobies...
:58:11
and l know what happens
when they do that.
:58:15
Boys'll stop looking at me...
:58:18
and once,
when l finally meet a guy...
:58:22
that likes me,
and he sees my scar...
:58:26
he'll just stop talking to me
for no reason.
:58:32
Boys are like that.
:58:38
Dear world...
:58:40
l have confusion around me in
every direction from my brain.
:58:44
l've tried and tried to make it
here in this fucking world...
:58:48
but l think it was a mistake
that l was ever born.
:58:51
l do not feel guilty
about taking my own life.
:58:54
l've tried your ways.
:58:57
l've had a job
since l was thirteen years old.
:59:01
Making a living
was never a real problem for me.
:59:06
The problem was all l see
is misery and darkness.
:59:10
Die, die, die.
:59:12
l'll put a gun
to my fucking head right now.
:59:28
l'm so pissed l could kill you,
but l'm not going to.
:59:34
Life is beautiful.
:59:36
Really it is.
:59:38
Full of beauty and illusions.
:59:41
Life is great.
:59:42
Without it, you'd be dead.
:59:46
l think one of the reasons
she didn't struggle so much...
:59:47
is l said,
''You're a black witch.
:59:49
''We're giving you
the greatest honor...
:59:50
''to sit at the right hand
of Arioch in hell.''