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if you happen to get this message
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this is piero mansani
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a friend of your cousin tommaso
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i just want to say
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everything's fine here in livorna
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i mean, shitty as usual
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how about rome?
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That is, if you're there, who knows
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i'll leave you my number again
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so if you by chance
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what the fuck do you want?
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I'm ready
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i told you not to bug me when i'm on the
phone
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buy flowers cemetery mommy
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i'm not going to the cemetery
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go, mara'll go with you
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from my diary of those days
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saturday, april 21
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exhausted
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i fight the idea of dying
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in the useless delusion of
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seeing you again, my love
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you may ask yourselves
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how is it possible that a boy
not quite 20
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with a healthy constitution
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and a respectable academic record
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can fall so low?
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It's a long story
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let's start from the beginning
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i came into this world at midnight
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sharp on march 12, 1974
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in a place on via della coroncina
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neighborhood of ovosodo
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the super 8 film my father shot
didn't come out very well
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he and mom were very emotional
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because their other son
had turned out a bit odd
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piero? Wanna play?
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I have to finish my homework
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the doctors used to shake their heads
when examining him
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they said he wouldn't live very long
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but big lvano didn't feel like dying yet
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leave me alone! Mom help!
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Piero
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you still have that headache?
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Come here darling
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mom was always a bit sick
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but she loved us just the same
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did you and lvano fight with
each other again?
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He hurt me
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he loves you, you know