:43:38
There's nothing that I don't like.
:43:41
Everything's important to me.
:43:47
When I first heard about my
illness, I was in really bad shape.
:43:53
I just brooded about myself...and
thought of ending it.
:43:59
So I came up here to kill myself.
:44:03
Then I thought... I want a bowl of noodle.
:44:10
No, I shouldn't be thinking about
noodles, when I'm about to kill myself.
:44:14
I tried but I couldn't get it out of my head.
:44:18
Then I figured I should have some noodles first.
:44:21
I ran out of the hospital to get some noodles.
:44:26
I was sweating a lot and ate
sniffling away. Two bowls.
:44:34
As long as you're alive you'll always get
stuck somewhere and make mistakes.
:44:41
But isn't that proof that you're moving forward.
:44:44
It's better than standing still and doing nothing.
:44:59
The present is important to me.