:08:02
Finally, I came up
with the idea of good old Alberto VO5
:08:05
and just went back
to the old tempera paint.
:08:09
Powdered tempera.
:08:10
Once this--
gets gooey--
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great brown-shit-looking stuff.
:08:18
That first one's always the hardest,
isn't it?
:08:21
I could watch that for hours.
It's better than a fish tank.
:08:26
This is the fish tank of the '90s.
:08:43
This is called a "portacath",
:08:45
it's under my skin.
It's always there.
:08:49
And when I have to go on antibiotics
they access it with a needle
:08:53
into this little portacath up here.
:08:56
So I have a central line
which basically goes
:08:58
into my vein right to the heart.
:09:02
When we were in 6th grade,
I used to like--
:09:06
I don't how graphic
I'm gonna get on this--
:09:09
I would be going at it in the bedroom
:09:11
and the bed would be squeaking,
by myself.
:09:14
The door would be open
and he's sleeping in the bedroom
:09:17
across the hall.
:09:19
And suddenly I'd hear,
"Tim, I know what you're doing."
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I'm gonna tell Mom.
You better stop!"
:09:27
I don't remember that at all.
:09:29
So to me he was this moral cop.
:09:32
I know, that's what's so hysterical.
:09:35
By the time we got into
early adolescence and early puberty
:09:40
it was like, no,
he was this absolute Puritan-
:09:43
the first one
that told my parents I was doing drugs;
:09:45
the first one to, you know, to sort of
:09:49
rat on me about everything
that I was doing wrong.
:09:51
I thought that
he was just extremely religious
:09:56
and spiritual and moral.
:09:59
I felt like this decadent,
horrible human being.