:44:04
Yeah, you're a vulture.
I see you circling around.
:44:06
What do you think about that?
:44:09
It's funny, it doesn't bother me.
We've talked about it beforehand.
:44:14
It's no different
from what I'm already doing myself.
:44:38
Would you look at me?
:44:42
You have a few things to say.
:44:45
- What are you talking about?
- It's your birthday.
:44:48
You have to have some comments,
or something you want to say
:44:52
on the occasion of your 42nd birthday.
:44:54
It stinks, it's fucked.
:44:57
- You're not happy to be in NY?
- I'm not happy to be alive.
:45:03
- Why aren't you happy to be alive?
- Because that is what l feel.
:45:06
Why are you depressed?
We are here in New York. You're alive.
:45:10
One has nothing to do with the other.
:45:12
- You're the hit of New York.
- Momentary.
:45:15
So what?
Momentary is better than nothing.
:45:17
I like you to talk about yourself
for four minutes.
:45:23
I don't have anything to say.
I told you.
:45:25
How are you?
What do you feel for the future?
:45:29
- I don't have a future.
- What do you mean you don't have--
:45:31
- will you be alive tomorrow?
- I don't know
:45:36
I feel lousy.
:45:38
Do you feel like you're dying?
Is that the problem?
:45:41
What do you think?
:45:42
You think now is the time
you're gonna die?
:45:45
- I have no idea.
- The next week?
:45:47
- You know what would make me happy?
- What?
:45:50
If I can give you 42 spanks--
:45:52
I know, that's fine.
What I'm feeling like--
:45:54
It's your birthday,
that's why I wanna do it.
:45:56
- Hours of my birthday mean nothing.
- Just little hand spanks.
:45:59
It doesn't mean--
when I feel like it, yes--