:01:00
I-I-I-- Everything makes me
feel trapped all the time.
:01:03
You know, I always tell myself there's
gotta be something better out there.
:01:06
But maybe I--
maybe I think too much.
:01:08
I-I-I think everything
must go back to the fact...
:01:11
that I had a very anxious childhood.
:01:13
You know, my mother
never had time for me.
:01:17
When you're the middle child
in a family of 5 million,
:01:20
you don't get any attention.
:01:22
I mean,
how is it possible?
:01:24
And-And I've always had these
abandonment issues which plague me.
:01:28
My father was-was basically a drone,
like I've said.
:01:31
And, you know, the guy flew away
when I was just a larva.
:01:34
And my job, don't get me started on,
because it really annoys me.
:01:40
I-I was not cut out to be a worker,
I'll tell you right now.
:01:43
I-I-I feel
physically inadequate.
:01:45
My whole life,
I've never been able to lift...
:01:48
more than 10 times my own body weight.
:01:51
And, when you get down to it, handling
dirt is, you know-- [ Shudders ]
:01:55
is not my idea
of a rewarding career.
:01:58
It's this whole gung ho,
super organism thing...
:02:01
that-- that, you know, I can't get.
:02:04
I try, but I don't get it.
:02:06
I mean-- What is it? I'm supposed
to do everything for the colony.
:02:10
And-And what about my needs?
What about me?
:02:12
I've gotta believe there's someplace
out there that's better than this.
:02:15
Otherwise, I would just curl up
in a larval position and weep.
:02:18
[ Sighs ]
:02:20
The whole system makes me feel...
:02:23
[ Exhales ]
insignificant.
:02:26
Excellent.
:02:28
- You've made a real breakthrough.
- I have?
:02:30
Yes, Z.
You are insignificant.
:02:32
I am?
:02:40
## [ Whistling ]
:02:45
[ Man ]
Ground floor.