:43:03
Because Joans around.
:43:04
I mean, she's living with this dude now
for three years, you know?
:43:09
And my kids live over there.
:43:13
Why can't I be with Joan
and have my kids too...
:43:16
just like her situation,
you know?
:43:19
- And I can't, man.
- Did you tell her this?
:43:21
Yeah. Hell, yeah, I told her that.
She don't give a fuck.
:43:26
- Are you afraid?
- Oh, yeah. People take action.
:43:32
People say that it's just words,
and all of a sudden, one day...
:43:36
she's moved out of state, which she says
she'd do, and all kinds of stuff.
:43:41
You know? So, it's like,
if she can't have me...
:43:44
she's just gonna take
the kids away.
:43:48
I can't even believe
she would say shit like that.
:43:50
I mean, that's crazy. I love my kids,
and I wanna be a good father.
:43:55
I'm trying to get all this shit done.
:43:57
You can't have your cake
and eat it too, all the time.
:44:01
I don't wanna end up
being a nothing.
:44:06
Holy shit.
:44:19
Where are you?
:44:23
I'll show you this song.
I'll sing it for you.
:44:28
So here's to the joys
we had together
:44:32
When we met in June
:44:35
Let us be the way we were
Sorry
:44:39
I miss you so much
:44:42
Since you died
:44:46
Since you wanted to die
:44:48
- That's the end.
- It's a pretty optimistic view.
:44:53
That's not the one I had in mind.
I had another one in here.
:44:56
- Where'd it go?
- I couldn't find it.
:44:59
- Are these songs you wrote?
- Well, this is what happened to me.