1:18:15
Raphael!
1:18:24
What can I do?
1:18:28
Go and jerk off.
1:18:33
So it's hopeless?
1:18:35
Of course it is.
1:18:38
It always was.
1:18:41
From the start.
1:18:44
You'll never be
a girl's erotic dream.
1:18:48
Get used to it.
1:18:50
It's not for you.
1:18:56
Anyhow, it's too late.
1:19:00
All your sexual failures
1:19:03
since adolescence,
1:19:05
the frustration dogging you
since puberty,
1:19:09
have scarred you forever.
1:19:14
Even if you could find a woman,
1:19:18
which I frankly doubt,
1:19:23
it wouldn't work.
1:19:25
It'll neverwork.
1:19:28
You're orphaned
by the teenage loves you never had.
1:19:35
It's already hurt you.
1:19:39
It'll keep getting worse.
1:19:43
An agonizing bitterness
will fill your heart.
1:19:48
There's no redemption.
No release.
1:19:52
That's how it is.