:08:02
You know that
chest-expansion program
:08:04
you see on late-night TV?
That was his idea.
:08:07
I was ajuicer.
:08:09
You know,
using steroids.
:08:12
Diabonal and...
:08:15
Wistrol.
Oh, they use that
:08:18
on racehorses,
for Christ sakes.
:08:21
And now I'm bankrupt.
:08:24
I'm divorced.
:08:26
My 2 grown kids...
:08:30
won't even return
my phone calls.
:08:33
Narrator: Strangers
with this kind ofhonesty
:08:35
make me go
a big rubbery one.
:08:40
Go ahead, Cornelius.
:08:43
You can cry.
:08:56
[Crying]
:08:59
Narrator: And then,
something happened.
:09:02
I let go.
:09:04
That's really good.
:09:05
Lost in oblivion...
:09:07
dark and silent
and complete.
:09:12
I found freedom.
:09:14
Losing all hope was freedom.
:09:18
It's OK.
:09:23
Babies don't sleep
this well.
:09:26
[Snores]
:09:29
I became addicted.
:09:44
Come on.
:09:45
Narrator:
IfI didn't say anything...
:09:48
people always
assumed the worst.
:09:50
Man: Welcome, Travis.
:09:51
Second man: Welcome, Travis.
:09:54
They cried harder...
:09:56
then I cried harder.