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[Giggles]
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Narrator:
Every evening, I died...
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and every evening,
I was born again.
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Resurrected.
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Bob loved me
because he thought
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my testicles
were removed, too.
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Being there...
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pressed against his tits,
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ready to cry.
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This was myvacation.
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And she ruined
everything.
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This is cancer, right?
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This chick Marla Singer
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did not have
testicular cancer.
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She was a liar.
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She had no diseases at all.
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I had seen her
at Free and Clear
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my blood parasites group
Thursdays.
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Then at Hope, my bimonthly
sickle cell circle.
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And again at Seize the Day,
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my tuberculosis
Friday night.
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[Coughs Softly]
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Marla, the big tourist.
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Her lie reflected my lie,
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and suddenly,
I felt nothing.
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I couldn't cry.
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So once again,
I couldn't sleep.
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Next group,
after guided meditation,
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afterwe open
our heart chakras,
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when it's time to hug,
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I'm gonna grab
that little bitch
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Marla Singer
and scream...
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Marla, you liar!
You big tourist!
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I need this!
Now get out!
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Narrator:
I hadn't slept in 4 days.
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TV: Absolutely.
We'll just let that dry.
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When you have insomnia,
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you're never
really asleep...
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and you're
never really awake.