1:02:01
Bodies burned. Water seeped
into the wood and ashes
1:02:03
to create lye.
1:02:05
This is lye,
the crucial ingredient.
1:02:07
Once it mixed with the
melted fat ofbodies,
1:02:09
a thick, white,
soapy discharge
1:02:10
crept into the river.
May I seeyour hand, please?
1:02:19
[Loud Kiss]
1:02:21
What is this?
1:02:22
This...is chemical burn.
1:02:24
Uh--Aah! Aah!
1:02:25
It'll hurt more than
you've ever been burned,
1:02:27
and you will have
a scar.
1:02:28
Narrator: Ifmeditation worked for
cancer, it could work for this.
1:02:32
Staywith the pain.
Don't shove to center.
1:02:34
No, no! Oh, God!
1:02:35
Look atyour hand.
1:02:37
The fi rst soap was made
from the ashes ofheroes,
1:02:38
like the fi rst monkey
shot into space.
1:02:40
Without pain,
without sacrifice,
1:02:42
we would have nothin'.
1:02:43
I tried not to think ofthe
the words ''sear'' or ''flesh.''
1:02:46
Stop it!
This is your pain.
1:02:48
This is your burning
hand. It's right here.
1:02:49
I'm going to my cave.
1:02:50
I'm going to my cave
and fi nd my power animal.
1:02:52
No! Don't deal with it the way
those dead people do!
1:02:55
Come on!
1:02:56
I get the point!
OK! Please!
1:02:57
No. Whatyou're feeling
is premature enlightenment.
1:03:04
This is the greatest moment
ofyour life, man,
1:03:06
and you're off
somewhere--
1:03:09
Shut up.
1:03:10
Our fathers were
our models for God.
1:03:12
Ifour fathers bailed,
1:03:13
what does that
tell you about God?
1:03:15
No, no.
1:03:16
Listen to me.
1:03:18
You have to consider
the possibility
1:03:20
that God
does not likeyou,
1:03:22
He neverwanted you.
1:03:23
In all probability,
He hates you.
1:03:25
This is not the worst thing
that can happen.
1:03:27
We don't need Him.
1:03:29
We don't! I agree!
1:03:30
Fuck damnation, man.
Fuck redemption.
1:03:32
We are God's
unwanted children?
1:03:34
So be it!
1:03:35
[Shouting
Incomprehensibly]
1:03:36
Listen! You can run
water overyour hand
1:03:38
to make it worse, or--
look at me--
1:03:40
oryou can use vinegar
to neutralize the burn.
1:03:43
Please let me have
some! Please!
1:03:44
Firstyou have to
give up.
1:03:46
Firstyou have to know,
not fear,
1:03:49
know that someday
you're gonna die.
1:03:52
You don't know
how this feels!
1:03:54
[Sobbing]
1:03:59
It's only after
we've lost everything