:03:40
If you were
learning their ease...
:03:43
Their peace.
:03:46
Their peace.
Then why does this all end in murder?
:03:54
There were many murders.
:03:56
- Many?
- Yeah.
:04:04
There's a zoo not far from here
where I studied...
:04:07
and many years ago...
:04:09
and, uh...
:04:11
they needed
a male gorilla,
:04:14
a wild capture.
:04:16
And I did that.
I helped capture him.
:04:18
I didn't even know what murder
was when I was you,Juha.
:04:21
You know what murder
I'm talking about.
:04:23
If you don't talk to me about this,
I can't help you.
:04:26
- I don't want you to help me.
- What do you want?
:04:30
I want you to listen.
:04:32
- And then what?
- Share it.
:04:35
- With?
- Whoever you share with,
the people you're close to.
:04:39
Are there any?
:04:42
Why don't you tell others?
:04:47
'Cause I'm not
for this world,
:04:50
not any more.
:04:54
What world, then?
:04:56
In your memories, locked away
in your mind for the rest of your life?