1:40:03
You could help me with this.
1:40:05
He's not my father!
1:40:06
-Thank God!
-What's that mean?
1:40:09
He would've gone off picking berries.
That's the last we would've seen of him.
1:40:13
That's not true!
1:40:14
How do you know? You were
in the same room with him twice!
1:40:17
You wouldn't let him!
1:40:18
If he thinks of you once a year,
I'd be surprised.
1:40:21
Every Christmas. He sent me a bike--
1:40:23
He sent me a watch, a dollhouse--
1:40:25
I sent the bike!
1:40:32
I sent the watch! All of it.
1:40:37
When you were little, I figured you have
the Easter Bunny, you have Santa Claus.
1:40:42
You should have a father in California
that sends you stuff.
1:40:48
I hated that dollhouse.
1:40:50
I know you did, sweetheart.
1:40:54
But you wouldn't let me exchange it
because it was from him.
1:41:07
"I was the one who found them.
1:41:10
It was time to clean
the scat from the pens...
1:41:13
...so I had the buckets and the shovels.
1:41:16
And then there was blood
everywhere in the snow.
1:41:19
All of them torn and smashed,
even my little kits.
1:41:24
A bear, says Papa.
1:41:25
Though when has a bear gone
into a half a dozen pens...
1:41:28
...without breaking the gates?
1:41:31
Mother says nothing.
1:41:34
But she's only a black spot these days
and refused to celebrate Christmas.
1:41:39
I dreamed that Fox came and was angry
for what we let happen...
1:41:42
...that he held me down on the snow,
and I felt his hot breath on my face...
1:41:48
...felt it bitter in my throat...
1:41:50
...and felt his ice eyes
cutting into me.
1:41:54
I wish...
1:41:58
...l wish he would come soon.