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''Dear Catherine:
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l'm sorry l haven 't talked to you
in so long.
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l feel l've been lost...
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...no bearings, no compass.
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l kept crashing into things, a little
crazy, l guess.
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l've never been lost before.
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You were my true north.
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l could always steer for home
when you were my home.
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Forgive me for being so angry
when you left.
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l still think
some mistake's been made...
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...and l'm waiting for God
to take it back.
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But l'm doing better now.
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The work helps me.
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Most of all, you help me.
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You came into my dream last night
with that smile...
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... that always held me
like a lover...
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...rocked me like a child.
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All l remember from the dream...
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...is a feeling of peace.
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l woke up with that feeling...
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...and tried to keep it alive
as long as l could.
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l'm writing to tell you that
l'm on a journey toward that peace.
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And to tell you l'm sorry
about so many things.
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l'm sorry l didn 't take
better care of you...
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...so you never spent a minute
being cold or scared or sick. ''
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''I'm sorry I didn't
try harder to find the words. . .
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. . .to teII you what I was feeIing.