1:21:04
I understand why you think...
1:21:07
I didn't make
the right choices with my life.
1:21:13
I did what I felt I had to do,
coming from where I did.
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I don't apologize for it.
1:21:22
But because of my choices...
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you're like a suburban kid,
grew up in a nice neighborhood...
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had what I didn't.
1:21:37
Maybe how I was with my father,
my own father...
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makes me no good with you.
1:21:47
You're the first one
who's gonna make it to college.
1:21:54
And I'm proud of that.
1:22:00
Maybe I don't show it.
1:22:04
I don't know.
1:22:08
Everyone wants me to be
this straight guy from Seattle.
1:22:13
I don't see how I can put you
through college if I do that.
1:22:19
But...
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if you leave now...
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this is how it's gonna end
between me and you.
1:22:30
And maybe that's okay.
1:22:35
But your sister,
your mother...
1:22:39
Don't hurt them, or yourself...
1:22:44
to get back at me.
1:22:49
But if you're sure...
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you think you can survive better...
1:22:55
by yourself like I did...