1:18:03
When I was a kid,
like six or seven...
1:18:08
I used to worry so much
about my parents dying.
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Lying awake at night,
just worrying.
1:18:14
Most kids do, I guess.
1:18:17
Most kids never have it happen.
1:18:27
When I was ten...
1:18:28
my dad went into a 7-Eleven
for cigarettes.
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He heard someone say,
"Don't turn around."
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On reflex, or thinking
it was a friend joking, he did.
1:18:40
A guy blew his head off.
1:18:44
Life became shit after that.
1:18:47
My mom couldn't deal anymore.
1:18:52
She married this asshole
who my mom with my real dad...
1:18:55
would have crossed the street
to avoid this guy.
1:18:59
He didn't really want a kid...
1:19:01
so my mom didn't, either,
anymore.
1:19:06
If that was the design
for my father and family...
1:19:11
then fuck death!
1:19:15
God, I have thought a lot
about that somewhere.
1:19:21
It exists, that place...
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where my dad is safe.
1:19:25
Where he had a full pack of
cigarettes and kept driving.
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Where me and my mom and my dad
are still together...
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and have no idea
about this life here.
1:19:40
Where our friends
are still in the sky.
1:19:44
Where everyone
gets a second chance.
1:19:50
Alex, we can't give up.
1:19:58
I can't go home,
because after Mrs Lewton...