:54:01
One should live...
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where one's soul is in harmony--
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where it is in accord
with its surroundings.
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Harmony can sometimes be
a consolation.
:54:18
I didn't realize
you were so unhappy.
:54:30
I know that living here
isn't the solution.
:54:34
Right now,
I'm torn between two places...
:54:37
that pull me with equal force.
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Ifl choose one place,
even temporarily...
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I feel guilty toward the other one.
:54:48
With time, a guilty conscience
turns into sadness.
:54:56
I'm sory that I can't helpyou.
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What doyou do
when sadness overwhelms you?
:55:06
I go down to the village
to look for a woman...
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and I snuggle up to her.
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One ofthem is sweet
and she likes me a lot.
:55:17
When I'm sad I send for her...
:55:21
and I lie down beside her.
:55:24
That warm, damp flesh...
:55:28
those soft hairs--
:55:34
All ofa sudden...
:55:37
a terrible pain crosses my chest.
:55:41
Then I thank heaven
and I fall asleep.
:55:47
Ifl have the bad luck
to wake in the night...
:55:51
and find her at my side...
:55:55
the sadness I feel then,
nothing can make it go away.