:08:08
Tomorrow's my birthday!
:08:12
The 28th day 3 days remain
:08:29
It's nearly a month
since I met her
:08:33
I m fed up with
the endless "yesterdays,"
:08:36
and lulled by the ' todays '
:08:39
Anxious, too, that tomorrow
may bring change
:08:43
yet eagerly awaiting the change
it may finally bring
:08:47
What do I want from
this reality I share with her?
:08:52
The constancy of the past
or the change of the future
:08:58
However,
:08:59
these were no more than idle doubts
that shifted with my moods
:09:10
You snore every night
Sounds just like a hedgehog
:09:13
These days will come to an end
Eventually, I'll part with her
:09:18
Even my life will end one day
:09:22
All the more reason to treasure
these slight, fleeting emotions
:09:28
But the excess of boredom
and the excess of intimacy
:09:32
were simply exhausting me
:09:35
And I realized that gradually
the times that being with her
:09:40
depressed me,
outstripped the times
:09:44
that I enjoyed it