1:22:01
Look...
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I grew up in a house
of six with no bathroom,
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my dad was a drunk
who beat my mom.
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When he had no excuse...
Excuse? Fuck!
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She never gave
that bastard an excuse...
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But when he didn't
hit her, he hit us.
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Why am I telling you this?
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You're not like him.
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What if I was?
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If I just drank and gambled
and hit the baby?
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I'm going to have a child
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so it can grow up
the way I did?
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I can't even...
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give it a father.
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If you would like,
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I can go with you,
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so you won't be alone.
1:23:07
There are times when
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one should forget
one's principles.
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I don't want you to come,
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I don't want you
to say you agree.
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What I want
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is for you to say
my life will change.
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I'm 35 years old
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and I want this baby.
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I have no magic wand,
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but I could be
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an adoptive grandfather.
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I haven't much money,
but I have my pension.
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I'm going to bed.