1:14:06
I'm living
someone else's--
1:14:14
I feel like I'm living
someone else's life.
1:14:20
I remember I used to
walk to work, and, uh,
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I had a warm bialy
in my hand,
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and a hot cup of coffee
from Dean & Deluca,
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the crisp feeling
of The Wall Street Journal,
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the smell of leather
from my briefcase.
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I used to be so sure
about everything,
confident.
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You know, I-I knew
exactly who I was...
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and what I wanted.
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And then one morning,
I woke up...
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and suddenly
it was all different.
1:14:56
Worse, do you mean ?
No.
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Well, maybe a few things,
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but mostly just different.
1:15:05
And it's okay.
1:15:07
But I never used to
be like this, Kate.
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I was the guy
who had it all figured out.
1:15:13
I had no doubts.
I had no regrets.
1:15:16
And now ?
1:15:19
Now I don't.
1:15:21
I don't have it
all figured out.
1:15:23
Me neither.
1:15:25
But you always seem
so certain.
1:15:27
Do you think
there aren't mornings
when I wake up...
1:15:30
and wonder, "What the hell
am I doing in New Jersey ?"
1:15:32
Yeah.
Yeah.
1:15:34
Yeah.
My office is a dump.
1:15:37
I answer my own phone,
and you seen my paycheck.
1:15:41
Your paycheck is a disgrace
to paychecks.
1:15:45
Can you imagine a life...
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where everything
was just easy ?
1:15:50
You know, where you ask
for things, and people
just bring them to you ?
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It's wonderful.