:21:04
Oh, that's alright
:21:06
It's a long story and I don't want
to trouble you with it right now
:21:20
Are you expecting someone?
:21:23
Who would I be expecting here?
:21:25
You just keep looking around, that's all
:21:27
No, I was just wondering if we could
get some more refreshments, that's all
:21:41
I actually got to confess to you, Sammy
:21:44
That's the reason
you may not have heard from me for while
:21:48
is I've been unable to write on the account
of that
:21:59
I was in jail for a little while
:22:02
You were what?
:22:03
I sort of did a little time, I guess
down in Florida, it was just bullshit
:22:07
What?
:22:08
It was bullshit!
:22:09
What did you do?
:22:10
I didn't do anything! Maybe I was wronged?
:22:12
No! Could I please... Oh my god!
:22:14
Please let me tell you what happened
:22:16
What happened?
:22:17
I got into a fight in a bar in Florida
I was not the one who started it
:22:19
But they worked up all this bullshit against me...
:22:21
and they threw me in the pen for 3 months
I didn't write you because...
:22:24
I didn't want you to get all upset about it
:22:26
I thought, you would figure that
I was on the road for a while
:22:29
It was stupid, I'm sorry
I didn't mean to make you worry
:22:32
But you know what. I can't run around
doing stuff for not doing stuff
:22:34
because it'll make you worry
:22:37
Because I come back here
:22:39
and tell you my fuckin' traumas
and I get this wounded
:22:41
I've let you down, bullshit. Over and over again
It just cramps me
:22:43
I just wanna get out from under it
:22:46
And now I'm back in this fucking hole
explaining myself to you again!
:22:48
Please stop cursing at me
:22:50
I mean, I realize I'm in no position
to basically say anything
:22:51
but it's not like I'm down there
in some redneck bar in Florida
:22:54
having an argument with some stripper's
boyfriend
:22:56
and I suddenly say to myself, hey
this would be
:22:58
a good time to really stick it to Sammy