1:06:00
And I also find it kind of discouraging
that you seem to think that I'm...
1:06:02
in need of some kind of spiritual guidance
or what have you. So much so
1:06:05
that you're willing to disregard the fact that
I don't believe in any of this stuff at all
1:06:10
Well I didn't mean to discourage you
1:06:12
I mean it's really kind of insulting
1:06:14
Can I say something here?
1:06:17
Sammy asked me to come and talk to you
because it's her opinion that
1:06:20
you're not gonna find what you're looking for
the way you're looking for it
1:06:25
How would she know?
1:06:26
I'm really not here to try to get you to do
anything, or to get you to believe anything
1:06:31
And I'll tell you the same thing I told her
1:06:34
Which is, as far as I'm concerned
the only way she can help you...
1:06:36
is by her example
By trying to be a model for you
1:06:37
In the way she lives her life
1:06:42
And that doesn't mean she's supposed to be
1:06:44
a saint, either if that's what you're smiling abou
1:06:46
I didn't realize I was smiling
1:06:52
You know, Terry, a lot of people come to
see me with all kinds of problems
1:06:56
Drugs, alcohol, marital problems
sexual problems
1:07:00
Good job you have, man
1:07:01
Well... I like it
1:07:03
Because even in this little town, I really feel li
1:07:06
what I do is very connected with
the real center of people's lives
1:07:09
I'm not saying I'm always Mr Effective...
1:07:11
but I don't feel like my life is off
to the side of what's important
1:07:14
I don't feel that my happiness and comfort
1:07:17
are based on closing my eyes to trouble...
1:07:20
within myself or trouble in other people
1:07:22
I don't feel like a negligible little scrap...
1:07:24
floating around in some kind of empty void
With no sense of connected-ness to anything...
1:07:28
around me except by virtue of whatever little
philosophies I can scrape together on my own
1:07:34
Well...
1:07:36
Can I ask you, Terry... do you think
your life is important?
1:07:44
You mean, like, me personally?
My individual life?
1:07:47
Yeah
1:07:51
I'm not really sure, what do you mean?
It's important to me, I guess
1:07:53
And like, to my... you know
the people who care about me
1:07:57
But do you think it's important?